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Re:Redemption

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 14, 2009, 4:54 PM
An insurmountable debt must be repaid. A debt only to be paid back in blood, sweat, and hopefully not-so-many tears. I must repay, if not in full, all those who watched over me and cared for me in all the great ways and small favors.
I owe it to them, the everyday heroes, to finish this mission to change my destiny.

*START HERE*
How dumb do I look now? I know this journal in particular looks kinda dark, it's just cuz I'm disclosing something.
All you guys know I'm with the Boy Scouts of America right? Now you know...
I'm at that point where I need to go for Eagle Scout before I turn 18. Once I'm of legal age, they give me the boot. My redemption is to succeed in getting my Eagle Scout, as a way of expressing my gratitude.

  • Mood: Rejected
  • Listening to: Crisis Core: Final Fantasy 7
  • Reading: Brave Story
  • Watching: Brave Story
  • Playing: Metroid Prime Trilogy
  • Eating: candy

What am I? Moving forward.

Mon Nov 2, 2009, 4:26 PM
From the time I started logging on DA...
From what you have gathered knowing me for this long... What do you think of me?
Who do you think I am?

Hero?
Villain?
Average?
Nobody?
Wanna-be?

What I feel I've become...
It's scary once that you realize you've become the very thing you have fought against.
A normal, quiet, average peon of society.
No longer a sword you wield, just your books and your bag and a mind full of empty dreams.
Some of the dreams are of a better time, a time where you felt full of life and memories that never fade, good memories. Now all that remains is a hollow shell and empty misery, a simplae shadow of a former self.

I've decided I won't live like this, living just to get though the day. I want to live DAMN IT. I don't want meaningless shit getting in my way. I will cast my emotions aside and do away with love. I will turn to STONE. I'm still writing my story, the 'Epic Story of Kevin'.
If an enemy appears in front of me, I will destroy it. I'm living for myself now, I want to change for the better however little you notice or not is merely a matter of how well you know me.
:iconnobodyplz:

  • Mood: Rejected
  • Reading: Brave Story
  • Playing: Metroid Prime Trilogy
  • Eating: scones
  • Drinking: tea

PARTY TIME

Fri Oct 30, 2009, 5:27 PM
At this time I don't want to spend too much time writing anything serious (I'll leave that for next time) so I'll be brief.

~I'M GOIN' TO AH PAAARTAAAY!~
:iconwantplz::iconpumpkinplz:

  • Mood: Rejected
  • Listening to: KH-II
  • Reading: Brave Story
  • Playing: Metroid Prime Trilogy
  • Eating: scones
  • Drinking: tea

Evil stupid flu...

Thu Oct 22, 2009, 7:18 PM
Yea... I caught it too...

The past three days have been terrible. I really really needed to go to school this week and guess what happens? Sick with the flu. I missed all new marching sets in band and I'm on the verge of possibly being dropped out of Saturdays comp and missing senior night. I knew this was going to happen...
I saw we had a comp coming up and I was all leik. :iconwantplz:
But now I'm home sick and I'm all leik. :noes:

  • Mood: Rejected
  • Listening to: The Fall of Troy
  • Reading: Full Metal Alchemist vol. 1
  • Watching: animated shorts
  • Playing: Metroid Prime Trilogy
  • Eating: sammwiches
  • Drinking: tea

...

Fri Oct 16, 2009, 10:20 PM
I'm going to the homecoming dance.
See ya.

  • Mood: Rejected
  • Listening to: The Fall of Troy
  • Reading: Full Metal Alchemist vol. 1
  • Watching: animated shorts
  • Playing: Metroid Prime Trilogy
  • Eating: sammwiches
  • Drinking: tea

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